Feel Your Failure and Quit Anyway - Why Persistence Does Not Always Pay

Why didn't someone tell me a few years ago? It IS okeverything and everyone but ourselves.
to quit! Many of you have heard my real life burnoutAccording to research individuals who have goals and
story. While experiencing a tremendous success-fillepursue them are more satisfied with their lives. But my
life in the field of consulting for mental health facilitiesexperience as a mental health specialist and certified
and hospitals, I appeared to have it all. I was raising my"recovering workaholic" is that if we are driven by
son as a single mom, building a very lucrative business,early roles or other motives such as perfectionism or a
and it looked to everyone on the outside that I wasneed for approval, we will have difficulty letting go
living a charmed life. Why then did I literally walk out onwhen enough is enough. Our loyalty to situations, jobs,
all of it in a day's time, close my office, fire my staffeven relationships makes it hard to move on to new
and go home physically and mentally exhausted?and different agendas. However, the "dangling carrot"
In part, the message I received growing up as didwhatever it is won't keep us going forever.
many us was "if first you don't succeed try, try again.Those who will not let go in the face of obvious failure
From the time we are old enough to understand theor will not slow their pace when everything indicates
message it is loud and clear to never, never give up onthey need to are likely to experience a myriad of
your goals and dreams. After all, winners never quitstress related diseases such as auto-immune
and who wants to be a loser? My early learning taughtdisorders from a reved up immune system, sleep
me that enough was never enough. If you are tiredproblems from obsessive thinking and anxiety,
that is not an excuse so you have to keep on going.stomach and digestive problems, and are at high risk
Mark is a forty year old man who first soughtfor strokes and heart attacks. If the knowledge of this
counseling in my office with the complaint that he nowon't slow you down, don't worry. Your body will
longer was interested in anything. He described a dailyeventually do it for you.
dread of facing work and his family activities, feelingHere are a few tips for getting off the treadmill, out of
tired all the time and a general lack of motivation.the responsibility trap and on to a life of smelling the
This seemed out of character given Mark's successfulroses:
track record as a go-getter, active, busy, successful inListen to your body. It talks louder than words. Ask
his career, and a devoted family man. Mark wasyourself why your physical well-being is not at the top
always there to help neighbors and friends. It was theof your priority list (the underlying motive again).
general consensus that if you wanted the job done,Check with the people who know you best. Ask them
ask Mark. What went wrong that for the last six or soif they see you not able to stop, slow down, or give up
months Mark had lost interest in most everything.when you need to.
Mark's history and a depression inventory whichAsk yourself if you have an old belief that you have to
showed e score in the moderate to high range,"do enough to be enough". This will help you to see
suggested Mark's "hero child" image had hit a wall.you may be measuring your worth by what you are
Many times we do not know what motivates ourdoing not who you are.
behavior until what we are doing does not work anyCheck your approval-seeking meter. Do you always
more. Mark's being the oldest of six children wasput others needs before yours? Do you have trouble
always expected to be responsible, to take care ofsaying no when you need to?
the other children, help around the house, and to getAlong with your approval seeking meter give your guilt
pretty much perfect grades. This role from hisand fear meters a good once over as well. The two
childhood has served him well until burnout set in.powerful emotions will run your decision making and
Burnout usually means we are busy taking care ofyour life if you let them.