Being Iranian, Do Not Get Me Wrong

If I learned anything from studying psychology is towe all wish we could do something about the ocean
define my own identity. What a progress one mightof poison that destroys families and communities.
say!Myself, I am a woman and I am Iranian. I live in Canada
I believe each one of us is in critical need forand I am multicultural. I acknowledge my sociocultural
self-recognition. Traditionally, we are lost in someand ethical identity being influential in my understanding
distorted belief about who we are and what we do inof myself and the world.
this world. Therefore it is significant that weBeing Iranian involves a culturally fragmented world.
communicate about our backgrounds and becoming.Historically, we Iranian are hurt, while we present a
In the absence of a realistic view on our true Self, wefake picture of our own self-perception. We Iranian are
hide behind clusters of labels and facades. Using anthroughout our entire history barely having had the
arrogant view, I would say we Iranian are in criticalopportunity to live with a state of peace of mind.
need to know ourselves. Why? Because we haveSafety and security has not been and it is not part of
been forced to internalize many believes, things thatour vocabulary. There have always been those who
are not really part of how our ancestors saw thewanted something from us. We have always been
world. We are dressed a dress that does not belongforced to conform to the rules that we were not part
to us. It does not fit us and it does not suit us. Weof making it. The notion of oppression and invasion are
Iranian or whatever we call ourselves, we need tofamiliar concepts, things that we feel it with our flesh
redefine us.and blood.
One may ask why not others. I would say, I do notBeing Iranian involves dealing with complex issues that
know about others, I know about the mess we Iranianblends in the past as a present form and present time
live with.stuck in a delusional future. Being Iranian is hard and
At times, we Iranian are too embarrassed about ourjoyful at the same time. We are proud of our family
own identity. Why? May be one reason is that wevalues while we have no concept for respect for
Iranian have hard time to recognize our ownindividuals. Civil right is really farfetched ideas.
weaknesses and strength in a healthy way. It is hard isBeing Iranian and living in Canada means living with
expose our Self. It is painful to put everything that hasadjustment issues, comparisons, and hopes. Being
happened into perspective. At times we are too proudIranian and living elsewhere in the world means the
of being Iranian. We may praise our culture; still we dosame thing. We always compare, contrast, complain,
not practice what we preach. We may brag about theand swear because of what has happened to us.
several thousands year of culture, still look what isNo one takes responsibility and we all blame one
going on in our home country. See how media is beinganother. Still we are funny. We have a good sense of
misused by some men who take their anger andhumour despite all the odds. What a circus. What a
frustration on others. Who are we really and what dojoke.
we want? We are all confused because we do notPoran Poregbal
have a leadership. Still we are loyal to our roots andVancouver, B.C.