Avoidant Personality Disorder

suffering from the Avoidant Personality Disorder feelEven when confronted with incontrovertible evidence
inadequate, unworthy, inferior, and lacking into the contrary, Avoidants doubt that they are socially
self-confidence. As a result, they are shy and sociallycompetent or personally appealing. Rather than let go
inhibited. Aware of their real (and, often, imagined)of their much cherished self-image, they sometimes
shortcomings, they are constantly on the lookout, aredevelop persecutory delusions. For instance, they may
hypervigilant and hypersensitive. Even the slightest,regard honest praise as flattery and a form of
most constructive and well-meant or helpful criticismattempted manipulation. Avoidants ceaselessly
and disagreement are perceived as completefantasize about ideal relationships and how they would
rejection, ridicule, and shaming. Consequently, they gooutshine everyone else in social interactions but are
to great lengths to avoid situations that requireunable to do anything to realize their Walter Mitty
interpersonal contact - such as attending school,fantasies.
making new friends, accepting a promotion, orIn public settings, Avoidants tend to keep to
teamwork activities. Hence the Avoidant Personalitythemselves and are very reticent. When pressed, they
Disorder.self-deprecate, act overly modest, and minimize the
Inevitably, Avoidants find it difficult to establish intimatevalue of their skills and contributions. By doing so, they
relationships. They "test' the potential friend, mate, orare trying to preempt what they believe to be
spouse to see whether they accept them uncriticallyinevitable forthcoming criticism by colleagues, spouses,
and unconditionally. They demand continue verbalfamily members, and friends.
reassurances that they really wanted, desired, loved, orFrom the entry I wrote for the Open Site
cared about.Encyclopedia:
When asked to describe Avoidants, people often useThe disorder affects 0.5-1% of the general population
terms such as shy, timid, lonely, isolated, "invisible", quiet,(or up to 10% of outpatients seen in mental clinics). It is
reticent, unfriendly, tense, risk-averse, resistant tooften comorbid with certain Mood and Anxiety
change (reluctant), restricted, "hysterical", and inhibited.Disorders, with the Dependent and Borderline
Avoidance is a self-perpetuating vicious cycle: thePersonality Disorders, and with the Cluster A
Avoidant's stilted mannerisms, fears for her personalpersonality disorder (Paranoid, Schizoid, and
safety and security, and stifled conduct elicit the verySchizotypal).
ridicule and derision that he or she so fears!