A Temple of Faith Constructed With the Material of Doubt

Soul: Some Nature which Really is more Perfect thanperfect can be attributed to God. There can be no
Myselfimperfection in Him. Doubt, inconstancy, sadness, anger,
The French philosopher René Descartes' searchhatred - these are not the attributes of God, since they
for an oasis of faith through the desert of doubt beganare qualities whose absence would make us happier.
with Cogito, ergo sum. I think therefore I am. "My veryThat is, they are imperfect qualities, the badge of
doubt proves my existence". Otherwise who will behumanity and not of divinity. God is perfect, which
the doubter? Doubt, in itself cannot exist.means infinite, eternal, immutable, independent,
And so skepticism leads to one certainty. I am.omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent, divine.
In other words, I am a thinking thing, or a Mind. I mayThis fact of existence of a perfect God, asserts
doubt that I am a body or that there is a material worldDescartes, "equals and even surpasses in certitude the
in which I live. But I cannot doubt away my doubt ordemonstrated fact of geometry." God is the perfection
the existence of thought. "Hence I know that I am athat leads our imperfect footsteps instinctively towards
substance whose entire nature it is to think and forthe light. This, then, is Descartes' triune picture of
whose existence there is no need of any place, norhumanity - a mechanical body, a living soul within and
does it depend on any material thing; so that this "me",the spirit of God above, guiding and sustaining us all.
that is to say, the soul by which I am that I am, isDescartes suffered from weak lungs. Queen Christina
entirely distinct from my body and is even more easyof Sweden wanted him to be her teacher in
to know than is the latter; and even if the body werephilosophy. Despite his reluctance, she succeeded in
not, the soul would not cease to be what it is."coaxing him to come to Stockholm. Descartes had not
And thus, by the simple process of questioningonly the severity of the Swedish climate to contend
everything, including the existence of the body,with but also the stubbornness of Christina's will who,
Descartes succeeds (at least to his own satisfaction)believing her mind to be most receptive to philosophy in
in establishing one thing- the existence of the soul.the early hours of the morning, insisted upon his arrival
He next proceeds to establish the existence of God.at the palace everyday before sunup. He was able to
"Whatever I conceive very clearly and distinctly,"stand this sort of wintry climate only for a few weeks
asserts Descartes, "is true". Bearing this in mind andand contracted pneumonia.
reflecting on the fact that I am assailed with doubt, IFeb 11, 1650, Descartes opened his eyes, "What time is
realize that my existence is not quite perfect. "For Iit?" he asked in a voice scarcely audible.
see clearly that it is a greater perfection to know than"Four o'clock in the morning."
to doubt". But whence have I learnt to think of anythingHe makes an effort to rise. "Time to get up. The
more perfect than myself? Obviously from somequeen is waiting". And then in a whisper, as he falls
nature which really is more perfect than myself - aback, "Time for the soul to get up."
nature which has within itself all the perfection of which"I am a living soul", he had said, "in quest of Truth". And
I can form an idea - in a word, God. Only that which isnow he was rising to meet Truth face to face.